its finally coming back

you know this post was not going to have any mention of this until, literally, just a nanosecond ago when i wrote the title in. Family Guy back THIS Sunday. Woot Woot. i would have more to say but i know that if you hope wish and want something too much then it will be taken away from you (keenan should know what book i am half-heatedly paraphrasing). anyway back to the reason i put bone to plastic (fingers to keyboard if you prefer, wimp) it is finally starting to come back. that last couple weeks i have not been able to type, write, email, im, or update my profile because nothing was coming out of my usually active fingers. however, recently, my fingers are remembering where the keys are and how to use them. my mind is thinking of things to say and they are getting, nearly unmolested, onto the computer screen.

now for those out there this is a pointless statement/announcement to make and a colossal waste of time. for those of you who have read my profiles, im's, email and older writings the you will know that this is TERRIBLE news and all that peace harmony and love you felt with your fellow man (i know i should say person or human but its not sounding right and its late and i got an essay to prepare for so screw you hippie) is no longer there. all those good vibrations you were feeding off of have suddenly turned sour and you find yourself in back of allies trying desperately to score of fix of those good vibes. well its your own fault for thinking positive for so long. you should know better.

anyway even though this wont necessarily mean any more posts or updated profiles---well to tell the truth i needed a fix. its been days man! the old stuff just aint doin it like before. you gotta bump me yup. i can make it past midnight anymore. i find myself scribbling on tin cans and sidewalks just trying to get my buzz back. come on just a little more juice for an old friend---well i just wanted to warn you.